I hate Jealousy. I hate when I feel jealous of someone else. I hate feeling envious of others. Because it means that I am not grateful for what I have. But sometimes it is difficult not to wish for more, and want what other people have.
I have been feeling this alot lately because things in my life are changing- just not for me. Friends are getting married, buying houses, moving away and they are having change in their. This is what I am jealous of- Change. I crave change in my life right now, but it is not happening. I am so close to so many things in my life- finishing school, ward changes- but it is not quite time yet for those changes. I want it so bad but I can't have it quite yet. So to see that others are getting the changes that I so desperately want, it makes me a little jealous.
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the plan: finish school. go on reunion trip to nyc. move to portland. have fun in a new city. well, that's my plan idea, anyway. feel free to come up with your own (as long as it at least involves a trip out here...)i miss you!!
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